For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life, God has nothing to do with corrupt and false religions, this is the work of Satan. Christians do not think God will love us because we are good, but that God will make us good because he loves us. To be a Christian means to forgive the inexcusable because God has forgiven the inexcusable in you. I have faith that God will show you the answer, but you have to understand that sometimes it takes a while to be able to recognize what God wants you to do, that's how it often is.
God's voice is usually nothing more than a whisper, and you have to listen very carefully to hear it, never be afraid to trust an unknown future to a known God. If you want to know what God thinks of money, just look at the people he gave it to. God save us from people who mean well. (Hebrews 11:6) without faith it is impossible to please him, for whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek him.

Let us never forget to pray God lives

(2 Timothy 2:15) Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a worker who has no need to be ashamed, rightly handling the word of truth. Above all else, guard your heart for it affects everything else you do, because God has made us for himself, our hearts are restless until they rest in him. The great thing to remember is that though our feelings come and go God's love for us does not. Joy is the infallible sign of the presence of God in us. Let us never forget to pray God lives, he is near, he is real. He is not only aware of us but cares for us, he is our Father in heaven, he is accessible to all who will seek him.
God is a concept by which we measure our pain, the eye through which I see God is the same eye through which God sees me; my eye and God's eye are one eye, one seeing, one knowing, one love. Quit questioning God and start trusting him, we may ignore, but we can nowhere evade the presence of God, the world is crowded with him, he walks everywhere. (Matthew 6:33) But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. (1 John 3:20).) And remember for whenever our heart condemns us, God is greater than our heart, and he knows everything. Amen.